Help ! I'm panicking ! Loss of restriction !
I was banded back in Jan 2007 & over the last 4 years have lost just over 80 lbs.
Only half way to goal ( I weigh, well , I "did" weigh before this 230lbs) .. I hadn't weighed that since Sophomore in HS.
I have had acid reflux since I was 17,(I'm 42 now) with a hiatal hernia, that was repaired during band placement.
I felt great the first 2 years,(no reflux-no pills) then the reflux returned
But, all in all, I "was" happy with my weight loss. I might not have hit my goal, but without the band , I would have kept gaining
BUT THE REAL PROBLEM HERE, IS IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS, I'VE NOTICED I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO EAT MORE, I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS "ONE OF MY TANGENTS" & I'D GET BACK ON TRACK "TOMORROW"- WELL, IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, I HAVE HAD NOOOOOO RESTRICTION ! I WAS SO PANICKED, THAT i TOOK A HANDFULL OF FRENCH FRIES ( WHICH IS SOMETHING I HAD TO GIVE UP WITH THE BAND DUE TO GETTING SEVERELY STUCK EVEN WHEN I ATE 2) & ATE THEM & THEN A CHICKEN NUGET, JUST TO SEE IF I WOULD GET STUCK ( NORMALLY I WOULD DEFINITLY BE STUCK FOR A WHILE) & NOTHING !!!!!! EVERYTHING WENT DOWN FINE ! I AM NEAR TEARS ! MY BAND DOCTOR CLOSED HIS OFFICE THAT WAS WITHIN MY REACH, SO NOW I HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER BAND DOCTOR, LOCALLY.
Could there be something "other" than something really wrong with my band ? I WAS A "CASH PAY " and I am actually making my LAST payment next month ! Almost 5 years later, & surgery almost paid off, & NOW this is happening ? I am scared to death ! I don't want this weight all back ! I just bought a size 18 dress ( i haven't worn a dress since I was married) , down from a size 26 !!!!! Someone, please send me some advice. I have NO pain anywhere. Port is fine.
PS : Last year, my acid reflux got so severe, I insisted that my doc do an upper GI to make sure nothing had slipped, he did & it was "normal" according to him ( 1 year ago)
My reflux some days is so bad, that I take several Prevacid/Nexium/ or Prilosec.
BUT THEN AGAIN, I'VE ALWAYS HAD AN ISSUE WITH THE REFLUX
HELP !
01/08/09 52 lbs lost in one year post op.....[email protected]
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I appreciate you responding as I know how long you've been active here & I only seem to take the time to come on "when I'm having trouble", but I guess that's why the board is here, to help us "panickers"...
I am just plain old scared. I KNOW I can't control my eating & thats what landed me into band-land in the first place. Even though I did'nt lose the 160 lbs that wre "reccommended", I sure felt like a whole "other" person. The fact is, I got married at 10lbs MORE than I am NOW-
AND the band KEPT me from climbing & climbing & cimbing...
Now, there's NOTHING, except the same crappy wilpower I always had.
Today, I "band" ate., course I wasn't in the m ood to indulge. The one thing I enjoyed about the band, is I could "have my cake & eat it too", (which is WHY I haven't made it to goal -yet) so to speak. If I "wanted " a piece of pizza, I ate "a" piece of pizza & I was truly full. The band was a perfect "fix" for my lifestyle. I didn't feel cheated, but more than half of all my beloved foods, I could still eat in moderation. There "were" the obvious ones I had to give up.
I understand what you're saying, about losing "so" much, but this was pretty much the same weight I was when I was last "seen" by my doctor & he said I was "fine" at 8cc's & wouldn';t do another fill and that was a year and a half ago. I have been up & down 10 lbs, but not much more lost since then so I have a hard time thinking I lost "too much weight"...I also had a salad for dinner and NOT once, did anything have issues going down. Usually, I have to stop &really chew in between bites, or it was a major back up, like 3 bites later. Today- nothing
There "might" be some "feeling full" a bit sooner than someone with a complete complete loss of restriction. I made sure I stopped after my serving. I don't know what to make of it, except the acid reflux part kinda goes hand in hand with erosion, right ?
My doctor also CLOSED his office that was in my area & where he is currently, is too far for me to drive.
I called another Bariatric doctor in the area & the nurse said this doctor wasn't in the habit of taking in patients that another surgeon peformed the surgery, but if she could "convince him" it woulf be a mere $ 510.00 for the first visit ? A consult & to determine how much is "left" in the band. I'll have to save a while before I could afford that & in the mean time, risking it all.
I truly "hope" a fill is all I need, but this was all so sudden of a loss of restriction. Not gradual by no means.
I can only hope tomorrow I wakre up & have my same "****ty" body I had 3 days ago.
01/08/09 52 lbs lost in one year post op.....[email protected]
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