Confession Time...

Here goes...

It has been over a year since I have even logged into my OH account and looked at this precious board. And what happened??? I gained 20 lbs! Yikes!!  In May of 2009 I really started my journey and I was on a roll. I started at 294 and was down to 215 by April or so of 2010. But then life kicked in. Buh buh bummmmm....I separated from my husband of 9 years and became a single mom of 2 little punks. I guess my new found sense of confidence over took me and I started having a good time and meeting lots of new people and "living it up". How stupid was I??? I hadn't even made it to my goal yet! Now here I am at 234 and feeling like crap. I'm so scared of looking in the mirror one day and seeing the old me. A 307 lb lump of self loathing nothingness that is busting out of a size 24.

But alas...here I am confessing to the world that I am finally ready to get back on track and move forward toward my goal. I did an amazing job the first time and I know I can do it again. I am starting over in so many ways: I have a new job, my divorce is finalized, I am dating again, and I am actually proud of the way I look (even with the 20 lbs gained). Now I just need to get my butt in gear and focus on the goal. I turn 30 in July and I would love to at least be able to get rid of these love handles that creeped their way back into my life.

Here's to a new beginning....

Welcome back, Shalena.

Life happens...sh*t happens...no matter how good our intentions, we get distracted and just do what we can to survive (even if it isn't the best strategy). It sounds like you're ready to get back on track now that things in your life have settled down more. You know what to do. Now go do it!

Jean

Congratulations on finding your way back!  Welcome home!


Get your footing and press forward.

Peace.

Welcome back Shalena! I had a 20 pound gain as well, but I'm working to get it off plus more, and you can do it too! I'm sorry you've had a rough go the past couple years, but it's always a positive step to reach out and get that extra support you need!  You can do it! Welcome to your new beginning! :D

I gained 20 pounds when I lost my dad.... I have lost 11 of those pounds.

1. no more junk/treats - I did that for like two weeks
2. made sure my meals had more protein/veggies
3. started exercise again
4. then really watched what I ate made sure to include fruits and veggies and water

I'm slowly getting this weight off plus an additional 40 pounds hopefully

Welcome back, it happens to alot of us........for some reason I get within 10 -15 pounds and screw up......some kind of self sabotage I guess..........but regardless of the reasons we go off the bandwagon and gain,  as long as we know to start over before it gets too out of control then we are doing awesome!!!!

I found for me the most important thing that I can do is come here..........even if it is only once a week I need to do it..........reminds me of what I am supposed to do and keeps me honest......

Here's to your new beginning

Michele

Don't let your set back discourage you from moving forward. You seem very motivated, and it seems like life is settling down for you. I know you can do it. 20 pounds isn't a good thing, but it could have been much worse. It is a temporary set back. Good luck!

I really appreciate your supportive words! Thanks to all!

Well you came to the right place for support. I am in the same boat as you, (except for different cir****tances), and I gained back 60 pounds, I came back myself just a few days ago, and have found the support overwelming. These people are amaizingly supportive.