Band surgery 4
So I am on band surgery number 4! I should get a discount!
I had my original band in June 2005 and when I started having troubles my original surgeon blew me off. I got so sick that I had to have it removed in emergency surgery in March 2008 (by another surgeon of course). I had lost about 85 pounds and my worst fear came true when I had the band removed, I gained all the weight back. So I had the band put in again in March 2010. Last week I had to go for emergency surgery AGAIN because it had slipped a little. So here I am again, on a liquid diet. I endured it just fine the first time. The second time I struggled through, but I made it. This time, nothing!
I don't know why but this time around I am really struggling. I have protein hot chocolate in the morning and then nothing else usually...I keep hydrated but I don't have much more protein. I've cheated a little and had some ice cream because I figure it's better than nothing at all. But I feel guilty...I never cheated on my liquid diets before. I wanted to be able to say I did everything by the book, yada yada. But this time around, I'm absolutely miserable. I don't want to do anything that will hurt my band, I've always done everything right and still I've had trouble. But, if I can get soft food down (i.e. soups, yogurt, eggs) is it okay to eat those things? I'm really trying with the liquids, but I've hit a major brick wall. Wouldn't it be healthier to eat soft food then have no nutrition all day?
What do you all think?
I had my original band in June 2005 and when I started having troubles my original surgeon blew me off. I got so sick that I had to have it removed in emergency surgery in March 2008 (by another surgeon of course). I had lost about 85 pounds and my worst fear came true when I had the band removed, I gained all the weight back. So I had the band put in again in March 2010. Last week I had to go for emergency surgery AGAIN because it had slipped a little. So here I am again, on a liquid diet. I endured it just fine the first time. The second time I struggled through, but I made it. This time, nothing!
I don't know why but this time around I am really struggling. I have protein hot chocolate in the morning and then nothing else usually...I keep hydrated but I don't have much more protein. I've cheated a little and had some ice cream because I figure it's better than nothing at all. But I feel guilty...I never cheated on my liquid diets before. I wanted to be able to say I did everything by the book, yada yada. But this time around, I'm absolutely miserable. I don't want to do anything that will hurt my band, I've always done everything right and still I've had trouble. But, if I can get soft food down (i.e. soups, yogurt, eggs) is it okay to eat those things? I'm really trying with the liquids, but I've hit a major brick wall. Wouldn't it be healthier to eat soft food then have no nutrition all day?
What do you all think?
I jst posted about being hungry too...so I can empathize! Given that you had surgery for a little problem I would try my very best to do what they told you to do (although I just posted asking for advice about "cheating" too).
Maybe you can just go to bed snd go to sleep...sleep is the best way to ignore hunger pains.
I hope you make it through and get to eat soon.
Maybe you can just go to bed snd go to sleep...sleep is the best way to ignore hunger pains.
I hope you make it through and get to eat soon.
Yeah, I've been sleeping a lot to avoid the food issue. But I know it's not healthy! It's not so much that I'm hungry as I just want to eat something. I don't know why I'm having so much trouble when I've done this twice before! I'm going to try chicken noodle soup. I know it's kind of cheating, but it's not steak or anything. If it doesn't feel right I will stop!
No, I haven't. God forbid the Band doesn't work out this time, I doubt I'll do anything else. It terrifies me to have it removed because I gained the weight back once, but I believe this time around I'd be okay...I'm in a much better place in my life. As much trouble as I've had, I still love the Band...it saved my life.