must not get cookie... must not get cookie
resisting the emotional eating patterns of my past... in light of my stress of the day... it is so hard.
I am going to climb under my covers and drift away... and will proudly report my cookie abstainance... when I arrive home from work tomorrow afternoon!
Night all
Love from Kitkat from Ontario, Canada
~~~Pain is weakness leaving the Body~~~
The way you view the future determines the life you life today
Namaste! Peace! And may blessings abound!
I hear ya, Kathy - all the way out here on Vancouver Island!!. I used to hit Tim's drive-thru several times a week, and it was my fave place to go on weekend mornings for a breakfast sandwich (they are evil, those breakfast sausages!). And I distinctly remember a night about 2 years ago when I got out of bed, put a long coat over my jammies and drove 15 minutes to buy a half-dozen donuts which I then proceeded to eat in the 15 minutes it took me to drive back home. Um, does the word ADDICT apply here perhaps???
But since being banded I've done the drive-thru maybe 3 times, always for coffee only, and the last time I went (about 2 weeks ago), the decaf tasted like crap, so I am officially cured!! (my Keurig 1-cup coffee maker does a much better and cheaper job).
I am glad you were able to resist the lure of Tim's tonight. I gave up all sugar & high glycemic carbs a month before being banded and no longer crave that junk. It really works for me. If you can get through the "detox", the siren call of Tim Horton's is something you no longer hear.
I LOVE MY BAND!!
Im really really trying to avoid the cravings cause I have to weigh in at the docs on Mondays and with me only losing 2.5 pounds in four weeks the last thing I need to do is my monthly oinky *sigh*. I hate periods lmao.
Hope things get better for you tomorrow !!!
I can gladly report... I did resist... and today is better. This is my treat day, so Im glad it will be guilt free. It is planned, and not a reaction to emotional upheaval or stress... so I am going out for dinner and will maybe have a treat if I feel like it.
Thanks everyone for your support... im so glad to have posted and made myself accountable~!
Kathy
Love from Kitkat from Ontario, Canada
~~~Pain is weakness leaving the Body~~~
The way you view the future determines the life you life today
Namaste! Peace! And may blessings abound!