I'VE GOT A DATE & the gossiping to go along with it!

Hello my name is Tammy and im in the stage of going to all the meetings so im hoping it want be that long before i get my date set .But im having the same prob with my family and friends sometimes i get so down about it ! But i know if i want to live to see my grandbabies grow up then i have to do this for them and me so when i get down i jusy ask god to help me