Love Fest
I'm feeling really Sappy today for some reason. I've had a GREAT weekend with Pam and FINALLY we've made some breakthroughs. We've both begun to realize our weaknesses and strengths and I feel like we are back on the right track. For the first time in a long while, I have a renewed sense of committment and love in my marriage and man oh man, it is right on time! I was really scared that I, once again, was going to fail at this whole relationship thing. BUT, and I thank my lucky stars, the future is looking a little brighter. We've got some work to do, but we are BOTH comitted to getting past this and having a happy life.
I'm sitting here procrastinating about paying bills and was just thinking about all of you and how fortunate I am to have you all in my life. It seems like good things are happening for all of us and I'm so incredibly blessed to be able to share in all your happinesses and be able to share mine with you. I know that God, Buddha, Almighty high preistess or WHOEVER or WHATEVER is the Greater Being in this world - brought you all to me. After my Mom died 3 years ago, my blood family just kind of drifted apart. I can't say that I am particularly sad about this - that's a whole other story for ANOTHER day - but I found all of you, my SISTERS, my SUPPORTERS, at times - MY LIFELINE and I am so very fortunate. I've always wanted to have 'Girlfriends'........and as an obese person, I wouldn't let anybody close enough to hurt me. Sure, I have a couple of close friends......but mostly, just Pam and her family. Now, I have all of you.....my 2nd family
I love you all and I am so thankful to have you in my life!
hugs,
Kim
(who is stepping down off of that sappy soapbox now )