Why am I awake at 3AM?

Well, actually I've been up since 2 AM. So I will face my day with 4 hours of sleep but honestly at this point, I believe that sleep is WAY overrated anyway. I'm convinced that this insomnia will NEVER go away. I'm baking cheese-bacon biscuits and banana nut muffins to surprise Pam with to take to her employees this morning. I sent some homemade toll house cookies last week and Pam came home and told me all her guys (they are all really young) want to marry me I'd gone to a BBQ last week with her at work and it was the first time I'd met them.....when I sent the cookies, her boss said, "she's hot AND she can cook???" Damn, what an ego boost I'm still in shock anytime anyone says anything about me and "hot" in the same sentence. I still have very much the fat girl mentality and guess I always will. I walked in the living room at 2 AM to find that my Schnauzer has ripped up my new John Grisham book (The last Juror) that I've read 3 chapters ...... I guess I'll never know who the 'last juror' is I went with Daphne for her first OB appointment today, or yesterday rather. She's about 6 weeks pregnant. Everything looks good. Her due date is March 31st. She goes to the same OB/GYN that I do and when we walked in (I haven't seen him since WLS) he DIDN'T RECOGNIZE ME ....I guess he's not used to seeing me with clothes on Oh, and get this....she's 6 weeks pregnant and weighs 85 pounds!!!! Can you imagine??? I think when she delivered the last baby she weighed 110 pounds ....I called her a skinny ***** She's only 4'9" so her weight is 'normal' but at 5' tall, I don't think I will EVER weigh 110....or hell 125 for that matter. I also went shopping at Proffitts after work today. If any of you have a chance to get to the Galleria this weekend, they are having a GREAT sale. I spent way too much money but got some great deals.....all their clearance stuff is an extra 60% off! I got a pair of Liz Claiborne jeans that were regular 98.00 for 21.00! I'm really starting to enjoy shopping now (a little too much). It's so different being able to shop in ANY store. It has taken some getting used to, but I think I'm getting the hang of it I got the "official" word today from my Regional Manager that my counterpart at work has indeed resigned. I had suspected that this would happen soon. So now instead of splitting my time between 3 accounts, I'm going to be going to about 7-10 accounts. Corporate America......how do they honestly expect me to even remember the names of that many people ???? We'll see how that goes I guess. I think I will just start calling everyone Honey or ****head (but I guess that wont make me much money, huh??) Well, I guess that's enough rambling for now. Time to put another batch of muffins in the oven. Love ya'll Kim