Falling Apart

Hi all, I finally had my sleep study but have not heard back from it yet. Then, I am having to carry a heart monitor with me twenty-four seven. Will be glad when that is over. Lastly, I fell yesterday and broke my left arm. It is a ***** feels awful. Hopefully things will get back to normal so that I can write more. Take care--I have not forgotten you all. Please remember me. Jacquie

And folks, in the midst of all this, she found time to find me a new, barely used, mattress and box springs, get them over here and put my sheets on it. I hope I don't have to keep THIS mattress and box springs for 54 years! I cannot wait to get a good night's sleep on it tonight. I had planned on going to bed the second Jacquie left, but there's this little thing called a television in my house... Oh well... I've been a bit absent myself lately, worrying with my parents, etc. They seem to be doing okay now...knock on wood! Aetna still has my papers in the "pending" status. Which means nothing really. I remember when I got my first denial letter. I received it the same day the person on the phone told me it was still pending. My stress level has my stomach doing weird things. I hope my ulcer hasn't come back. I hope everyone is doing well and please send good thoughts Jacquie's way. She's been so good to me. Love ya'll, Joni

Hey Joni, I just wanted to say hello. I finally got the stuff I got for you boxed up and was going to the post office today after my weigh****chers weigh in and guess what...they were closed....arghhhhhhh Anyway, I will send it next week. I am sorry it has taken me so long. I have been back and forth at Children's hospital with Jessica this week and it's been crazy. I am tireddddd....and i have to work this weekend. I hope to catch up with you sometime real soon. Beth

Hey Jacquie, I am so sorry to hear about your broke arm. I hope everything goes well with the heart monitor and sleep study. Good people sometimes have things happen that they don't deserve that makes them wonder why. You are a strong person and you are so kind to Joni...I just know you are going to heal well and that everything is going to be ok. I'll be thinking of you. Beth

Hi Jacquie, So sorry to hear about your arm. Man! When it rains, it pours! Hopefully you'll heal quickly. Just take it easy. Oh, and a special thanks for being such a good and special friend to Joni. I wish I lived closer so I could help the both of you out. Thinking of you, Gisela

Thank you so much, Gisela. It is easy to be a friend to Joni. She is a sweetheart. Jacquie

The pre-op crap is a bear -- but a broken arm during the dead heat of summer is a real *****! I hope you heal quickly and that your spirits pick up soon! You seem to be such a sweet person! Take care of yourself - Much love

You know, Grace, I just try to put myself in the other person's shoes and treat them the way I would like to be treated. It does not hurt to be kind and loving to people. Should they treat me badly in return, they have to answer for that. I am only responsible for my actions. Jacquie