Scared
My surgery is scheduled for May 25. I have to be there at 5:30 a.m. and surgery starts at 7:30.
I am excited and scared at the same time. One minute I am so excited that I am ready to start living my life again. Then the next minute, I am thinking "what in the world am I doing"? I don't want to die but I am afraid that if I don't have the surgery I will. I work for a very large company. Two people that I know of, has passed away from this surgery. One was just this past week. I do know of others that have done very well.
I really need some reassurance right now.
Please pray for me.