WHERE IS DONNA???
Oh your so sweet Michael Always thinking of others.
I'm still here. My husband took me out for lunch and I had to come home, throw up and sleep it off. I'm thinking of asking my surgeon to admit me to the hospital for a couple of days. I think I need fluids and force feedings. Sound like a darn baby now
My sister made my day today but sending me flowers. I kept telling my husband. Some darn flower shop keeps calling but I'm in bed all day and don't answer it. He said ANSWER it, might be someone sending you flowers. ME!! NEVER!!
I was going to go see my surgeon on Monday and cancelled today. Why did I do that? I don't want to face him and admit I'm still not eating. I even cut my PCP OFF TOTALLY. I called and went nuts on them. I stopped keeping track of my food in take. It's like you want to crawl under your covers and just die and people don't understand it, sigh. I know you understand where I'm coming from.
Hugs and kisses Donna
Hi Donna:
I have been reading your entries about your anorexia, and, quite frankly, I am very concerned for you. I am a Licensed Mental Health Counselor in New York (and a gastric bypass post-op), and recognize some warning signs...most importantly, your statement about wanting to kill yourself, your not eating, and that your support system isn't being so supportive.
There is help for you. Please call your doctor TODAY and get a referral for a physician or therapist who specializes in eating disorders. If you're still feeling like you want to end your life, please go to the nearest emergency room and get the help you deserve. You said you were thinking about asking your surgeon to admit you to the hospital to get help...DO IT. You CAN feel better. I want you to feel better, too.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers,
Robyn
Lap RNY 7/11/03
Dr. Paul Singh, Albany Medical Center (NY)
227/127/136