Daily Post--8/26/08

Some days, I look the same, others I look like the current me.  I'm sure it's the moods ~ that determines how I see myself.         Jules

I don't forget, I keep pictures of my former self on my desk and in my wallet.   sometime when I look in the mirrow i do see the old me and other times I can't believe hoiw far I have come.

NO i do not forget I still feel like that person and now with hanging skin I feel upset over that

I  think it is so important for everyone to carry a picture of their beginning self.  I feel so fat sometimes but when I look at a picture of my former self, I can see the change in me and I feel a whole lot better.  We seem to forget how we really were.  Or we are trying to fool ourselves.  Anyway, a photo will help your mind accept who you once were and who you have become.

I look at myself and try to think, "Where did it all go?"  There are days my husband will say, "I just can't believe the transformation"  It is unreal sometimes and hard to accept, I guess.  Then there are days I do accept it but keep looking in the mirror and asking myself if my face looks fat....