Daily Post--7/15/08
I would never have had the courage to apply for the training position I am now doing. I teach future direct service professionals the certification that is now required by the State of Maine to work with adults with developemental disabilities. Me, standing infront of people teaching them. I also teach CPR and First Aid. I love teaching but would never have stood up in front of people every day!!!
I wore a tank top -- the ones that are like a cami with the shelf bra built in. I don't even know if I'm describing it right, because I NEVER wore one before. I wore this to work in my garden, and then I had to run to the store, and just wore it there. I have a lot of sagging skin on my arms, but I still wore the shirt. My DH said it looked good. Pre-op, everything I wore had to have sleeves.
Went to the water park and wore a bathing suit out in public..enjoyed the water and said to hell with what other people think..I may not be at goal..but I am farther along than I was last year at this time and while I may not have a great body...(flabby, hanging, sagging) I feel so much healthier and it was great to live life again.
^ what she said!! We took our boys to Great Wolf Lodge a few weeks ago, and I put on my bathing suit, and hiked up all those steps and rode every single slide multiple times. Then, I took my flabby sagging self to the outdoor pool and sunbathed with my hubby while my kids swam. For the first time in years, I have tan lines, and it's not a "farmer's tan"! To everyone else, I probably looked like another fat girl, but after losing over 100 lbs, I felt free!!!!