Daily Post--3/26/08
I haven't been single for 5 years now and I'm happy with the man I chose..... the only thing I wonder sometimes is that he likes bigger women and I sometimes wonder how he truly feels bout me losing all of this weight.... the other day he said to me you are getting so skinny.... and I was thinking did he mean that in a good way or in a bad way if you know what I mean.... I know he loves me and he takes great care of me and I will always be grateful that he is in my life I just sometimes get this voice in the back of my head who asks these questions..... weird how getting skinnier can affect you.....
I'm not single either but I do know that if I was, i would choose to be with my husband again. he is so wonderful and he loves me for ME and I love him for HIM. We are definitely soul mates. I made a few wrong choices previous to him and was wondering why I kept finding all the dirtballs in my life. Now with my hubby, I have been so happy and lucky in love for 18 years and going strong. My size doesn't matter one ounce to him. Hahahaha Get that???
Jolene
babesintoyland
on 3/27/08 12:44 pm - tim buk too, CA
on 3/27/08 12:44 pm - tim buk too, CA
I am in a relationship now, but If I was single it would be a different relationship type. Its not that I settled, but our ways of child rasing as so different and our spending habits are differnt. It would be a totally different kind of releationship.
I am not single anymore, but I think I was looking for a similar person as before. The only thing that changed was ME and MY thinking that I was not good enough for someone to love me. I am still kind of like that even though I am married now. My husband did not know me before I had my surgery so I don't think he fully understands the emotional part of it. Does anyone else feel like that or am I nuts???