OH.MY.GOD
holy crap i hope so, i ordered my protein stuff today and chewable vitamins...that kinda makes it even more real. eek! though i had a freaky dream the other night about my dr. calling at 11pm, the night before surgery, to tell me i had tests i needed to do before he could operate!
woke up in a cold sweat after that one. gah! 2 feb needs to get here as soon as freaking possible so i can be done with it.
