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**OK like a DUMBASS I posted this on the MAIN sexuality board HAHAHAHA Yep I'm still blonde.... Ok so here's the original post... I'm SO SORRY I haven't been able to update everyone and keep updated ON everyone...I've neglected my family big time. I TRULY AM SORRY Please forgive me. I'm not able to access the GLBT boards at work, but I can get on state and main boards for some odd reason. When I do try to log in the GLBT site, it comes up a warning/error msg and I'm like, OK.... How is everyone?? I see new people YAY that's great Ok here's a breakdown of me, first of all, email me at [email protected], don't use my business address (if I sent it to you) because they have access to my private files. 1. I moved in with my girlfriend, an hour and almost 30 mins away 2. I'm still commuting to school (ends next week) an hour and 30 mins twice a week 3. I have a full-time graphic design job well it will be full-time after finals I work Mon/Wed/Fri right now...it's a wonderful place 4. I was outed on Thanksgiving by my stupid self...I left my Myspace page up and well my mom found it and all it's glory and well, Christmas is ruined thanks to me...been VERY stressed about that, yall please send me good thoughts and pray for me...it's been VERY hard on me lately. 5. I'm stuck at -138# still but WOO HOO I'm not sad about it...I'm getting my hiney into size 12s WOOHOO JUNIOR mind you OK YOUR TURN If you post here I can't read it till Thursday, hopefully... But if you want yall can email me ANYTIME...I can check that pretty good at work. OOOOOOOOOOOH I MISS YOU ALL SOOOOOOO MUCH *****beth*****

SHE LIVES!!!!! Beth, it's wonderful to hear from you! You've has many changes in your life these past few months, haven't you?! Congratulations on your new living arrangements! !!!!!!! I'm thrilled to hear that things are going well with you and the cute girl in the photos!!! New, busy job: wow! What else could possibly happen to a girl? Well.....that little "coming out" issue is what else! One thing I want to tell you: YOU did NOT ruin Christmas. This is what we call life. Everyone has a CHOICE as to how they deal with life---if they curl up and hate the world, it sucks to be them. If they fire off at the mouth to try to regain some lost control---again, not your problem. Of course you care very much about your family, but ultimately, the best and most caring thing they can do for you is want you to live as a whole, fulfilled, honest young woman. You have found love. How much more incredible is that. And whether it be a man or woman; love is love. Period. Everyone is entitled to a period of adjustment; okay, we'll give 'em that. But the bottom line, honey, is that your happiness supercedes any preconceived notions they may have had about what your life was suppose to look like. It is, remember, ---your life. Lots of love to you and your girl!! Jessica PS: 138 pounds?!!!!! What are you tryin' to do, set a new world record?!!!

OMG IT'S THAT SKINNY GIRL BLONDI.. THE ONE THAT HAS BEEN NEGLECTING HER FAMILY!!!! Its so nice hearing from you girly. We have truly missed you. Congratulations on the job, the size 12's and for being in love. You seem to be very happy. I'm sorry you are having issues with your family. Just hang in there. It does get better. When my mom found out about me, she kicked me out of her house in the middle of the night... even tho she knew, I guess it was tough hearing it from me. That was 6 years ago, she has gotten over it and we are now friends again. So just give her time. Try not to let it stress you too much. Well Take Care and Dont stay gone so long next time! Kay RNY Jan 24, 06

Hi Beth, I'm new here. Sorry to hear about the problems at home. My coming out was so long ago I can hardly remember. At the time I can remember my parents had much more on their minds with my sisters getting pregers and all. I guess I was good news to them that I wasn't likely to get anyone knocked up . Your work blocked access to this forum is most likely based on keyword exclusion on your work's internet blocking of certain sites. I had Virgin Moble cell service and I couldn't get through to them until I explained to the guy in charge of that software that it wasn't a porn site...... Glad you have a GF to move in with, that should take some of the stress off the home siduation. Hang in there, things work themselves out with time. Huggers, Derrick

((((((((((((((((BETH)))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm so glad you are alive and well. Sorry to hear about the Thanksgiving happening but in the end it will likely work out for the best. I was really worried about my parents finding out but after a rocky start they have come around big time and absolutely love Heath. ( Probably more then me ). Keep in touch with us and tell your tech department to take our board off their block list. I had to tell our server room to unblock it. They used to have the word "gay" blocked. Do you know how many websites that blocks? aaahhhhhhhhh!!!! Chip

Hi Beth Congrats on moving in with the girlfriend and on the new job. How exciting! Sorry to hear about the prob's on the home front. Yeah, I "ruined" a holiday as well. But looking back I'm glad it panned out the way it did. Wishing you continued success! Jaimee

Welcome back we have really missed you. Congrats on moving in with your girlfriend. You have done an awesome job with your weight loss.

You deserve a good SPANKING young lady, now bend over! hahahaa, missed ya 2

138? WOW, it has been a long time since you chimed in! I am glad all is going well, and I hope you get a cnahce to check in more often. We all miss you.... Maureen