I'mmmmmmmm Back

Hello All!!!! Well I have been away from here for a while (few months) alot has been going on some good some not so good. Let me start with my weight. I am 7 months out now and down bout 180 lbs!!! this has been wonderful but for the last 2 months I have been in and out of the hospital with horrible stomach pain. They have done every test possible and can;t find a cause. it kinda feels like my stomach it turning inside out, very painfull!!!! hurts through to my kidnies, lots of pressure and cramping. I drink a bottle of mylanta a day and am sso tired of it.... funny thing I just put together the other day is that this pain all started when I came out and told my wife.... I think the stress of the whole situation is killing my insides. I have never attached my emotional well being to my physical but I think there might be a direct corolation??? (sp?) I thik the guilt I fell my be the root cause here. I am currently looking for a psyc that has alot of experiance with all this. I am dealing with my local LGBT center for help. I am glad to see this board is still goin and look fwd to touching base with you all again, ~ROry

Rory, Welcome back. We missed you. Sorry to hear about all of the medical issues. Stress can do a number on our physical health. Hang in there and here's hoping that they figure out this situation. Chip

Glad to see you in the room and it was fun chatting with you last night. I agree, you may find that the root of the pain is emotional. If the docs can't find anything start looking elsewhere. We are here for you. David

thanks bois.