pre op thoughts

something I wrote.. Its getting close to the date of my rebirth and yet I wonder if I am ready. I had no choice at my original birth, but for this one I do. And when I am reborn I look forward to how life will change and I am ready to embrace the struggles that come along with it. No longer to be able to use my outlet to release emotions, I need to find strength from within to battle the demons that once controlled my life. I must face them head on, and conquer them without fear of retribution. I will channel my energies into something positive and worthy of my emotions. No longer will I wallow in the pity of self-doubt, but I will be proud of who I am and who I have yet to become. And I will enjoy the blessing G-D has granted me with and the chance he gave me to start over. I look forward to change. People ask if I am nervous, of course I am, but more excited to have the life I have always wanted and never was able to have.

Dawn, Your postive energy and attitude will send you SOARING through this process!! You've obviously thought about this surgery, even prayed about it---and at this point, you've come to peace with the person you are, and what you must do to succeed after surgery. I'm proud of you. Jessica

I'm amazed with your depth..That took a lot of courage to share. You will do wonderful and soon you'll be on the losing side. Keep moving foward all your life, never stagnate

((((((((((((((((DAWN)))))))))))))))))) We're with you all the way hunni WOO HOOO ~b