Venting!

I am so bummed out today...got a call from my surgeon's office - because the assisting surgeon couldn't be there so they moved my date from 5/10 to 5/17 (just like that)....I had already lined stuff up, got myself mentally ready for the date and worked so hard to get to goal weight for pre-surgery.....so we rescheduled - and I know I should be happy that my insurance approved it and I have bin moving forward because I know so many folks have had worse set-backs... but I couldn't help it, I was so very frustrated, and I think with the stressful few months, with my mom passing, and my being sick for weeks etc. etc....I started to cry.... then I had a BIG tuna, cheese and bacon sandwich on rye with regular chips, pickle and soda (I had not had a sandwich like that in months)....so a real weak moment and I feel bad for doing it and after my eyes cleared  and i wiped the snot and sandwich crumbs off my face I did not feel any better... :-( I know one week should not be a big deal but for some reason it just bugged me!  Anyhow - thanks for letting me vent!  I have to remember one day at a time!

I am so sorry for the change of date!!  Please hang in there and try not to blow the whole surgery by gaining weight prior!   My dr will not do surgery if there is a weight gain.  Actually has made patients go home! 

Again I am so sorry for the surgery date change!!

 Ugh.  That would bum me out as well....horribly so.  I hope you are able to get back on track with the pre-surgery weight loss.  Do you have to do the pre-surgery liquid diet?  Maybe that will help as well.  Then again, I'm a novice.  :)

-Danny

Thanks guys - I actually feel a little better today...I managed (forced myself) to get to the gym last night (thank you 24/7 hours at Rochester Planet Fitness!) and I started chuckling at how ridiculous I must have looked crying while eating a sandwich... I am sure it was not a pretty moment.. My partner and I shared a laugh at the image as well.... I am human and onward and upward! (or in the case of the WLS downward!)  :-) Thanks for the encouragement and pep talk! You all are awesome! - Xic