love smiling

Hey everyone well i havent been on in a while i have been single since end of august and its been rough my ex bf and i still live together. (but i know hes looking for another apt) so i finally got it out of my head that were not going to be together i cant trust him. so not sure if you all know but i am bi sexual and was in a relationship with a women 2 years ago shes actually yhe one who helped me thru my surgery but i was the other women and i wasnt having that.. so i had an ad on pof and message this women like a month ago just got a response few days ago and let me tell u i havent smiled laughed or felt that butterfly in my stomach. i so deserve this and we have so mu*****ommon shes from arkansas and lives in ri and just the texing and conversation and what we have in common i am just happy were meeting next week im having car issues and she understands and im taking my time and enjoying this. i think its a good thing and will keep everyone posted. and shes very supportive of my surgary and thats inportant to me thought id share

 You go Sweetie!

xx 
-jude

thank you mamma

xoxo

how are you ;)

 am really good. lookin' good too. hahahah..but really. I can't believe I am wearing a size 16 pant after all those years in 32-34's
want to see you and Flower soon.
xx

Good luck sweetie and keep smiling. You are beautiful........

thank you mamma as you are also

Hey Catharine, haven't seen you in a while, dont know if im not on or ure not, but anywais, im glad to see you have a special person in ure life. Enjoy those first thrills as long as you can and cherish them!! Dont be in a huge rush to get things rolling cuz those first butterflies are the best!! I've been with this guy on and off since jan, and now more seriousely/monogomously since june and everything is still so new feeling. I dont know what it is about me being happier, i dont feel so down and i'm not in a rush for once. I know he likes me and i like him so that;s enough for me for now. I have always "rushed in" like a fool....but now i'm learning to cherish lol!!!! you go on with your bad self!

hey sexy thank uou i mean i dont want to ru**** and i told her i finally got the courage and told my ex about her and even tho he hurt me i feel better that i felt confident enough to tell him its not that i was looking for approval just honesty and he said it bpthers him but he wsnts me happy. im taking my time im still single and working on me. you too im glad that your happy all i know is i havent had this feeling in a while xoxoxo are you onfb mamma

WOOT!!!!!!!!!! Work it girl :)

thanks mamma how are you guys doing hey anytime your hosp is having any kind of activities can u let me know i wanna get more involved.. im having some car troubles but my friend lets me use her car when i need it,,