Anxiety Dreams???
Ok, I woke up feeling emotionally exhausted this am. Had this terrifying dream that, I think, was mostly anxiety about upcoming surgery.
So, in the dream, I'm getting discharged from the hospital and my brother, NOT MY WIFE, is taking me home, but first, he says - you must be hungry so let's stop and get something to eat. Then I'm in a restaurant and I've already eaten half of a pizza when I remember that I just had surgery and I start panicking, yelling that I probably "broke my pouch"!!!! ....and where is my wife anyway!!!!????
It's a good thing that the surgery is happening soon, because I can't take many more of these dreams!!!!!
So, in the dream, I'm getting discharged from the hospital and my brother, NOT MY WIFE, is taking me home, but first, he says - you must be hungry so let's stop and get something to eat. Then I'm in a restaurant and I've already eaten half of a pizza when I remember that I just had surgery and I start panicking, yelling that I probably "broke my pouch"!!!! ....and where is my wife anyway!!!!????
It's a good thing that the surgery is happening soon, because I can't take many more of these dreams!!!!!
sfnativewm
on 8/11/09 5:27 am
on 8/11/09 5:27 am
Aw!!!!! I was a freaky big baby right before surgery, LOL ok a ***** to boot!!!! I just scared myself for no reason!!! I know it is easier said than done, but rest assured you will be great on the path to your new life!!! Be kind to your heart and brain!!!
~Ann~
Band removed and feeling alive with energy!
I'm starting the dreams too. My surgery is getting closer, and I'll admit, I'm a big baby too. I have 3 different dreams. In one..I'm bald. Cause I have a fear of losing my hair. The other ones are basically running into people that say they don't know me because I'm not big anymore. I can't be who I say I am......that one scares me cause I'm wondering if I'm going to lose a friend that doesn't approve of me having the surgery. ....all my dreams are just from all my fears.
I lost 33 pounds before surgery. My new life has finally began
This is going to sound weird LOL 
........I have your dream as an awake dream......some days I forget that I had the surgery and I'm going about my day and I get freaked out and think to myself OMG I forgot.....EEEEEKKKKKK did I eat something or drink something that I was not supposed to because I was not on guard at all times.....its exhausting I swear I think I'm losing my mind some days and I'm only 9 weeks post op.......I'm sure I will be in the loony bin by 6 months 
Hehe look something to loo forward to......
Lavender
........I have your dream as an awake dream......some days I forget that I had the surgery and I'm going about my day and I get freaked out and think to myself OMG I forgot.....EEEEEKKKKKK did I eat something or drink something that I was not supposed to because I was not on guard at all times.....its exhausting I swear I think I'm losing my mind some days and I'm only 9 weeks post op.......I'm sure I will be in the loony bin by 6 months Hehe look something to loo forward to......
Lavender
On August 12, 2009 at 8:53 PM Pacific Time, LMLavender wrote:
This is going to sound weird LOL ........I have your dream as an awake dream......some days I forget that I had the surgery and I'm going about my day and I get freaked out and think to myself OMG I forgot.....EEEEEKKKKKK did I eat something or drink something that I was not supposed to because I was not on guard at all times.....its exhausting I swear I think I'm losing my mind some days and I'm only 9 weeks post op.......I'm sure I will be in the loony bin by 6 months Hehe look something to loo forward to......
Lavender
Started my journey - 450 lbs (VBG)
Had a revision at - 262 lbs (RNY)
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