SOOOOOO WRONG!!!!
Well, yesterday morning Barix called and asked if I would like my date. I said uhhhh YES. We chose July 22 for pre-op and Aug.6 surgery. I was so happy I started to tear up. I hung up the phone and of course called and text a few of my friends and family who have been anxiously waiting as I have for a date. One of the texts' being work. Can you BELIEVE they told me they cannot approve my time until October?!?!?!?!?!?! Our head nurse is leaving and so that makes us under staffed! I'm telling you, no exaggeration, I went from crying happy tears to crying like it was the end of the world in a matter of 7 minutes!!! I went into work today with A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E I know thats a little child-ish but, I didn't care I was PISSED because they knew this was going to happen and how important it is to me. and BELIEVE ME they would be fine without me for a few weeks. We are understaffed all the time! So, yea, I'm crushed, torn up, devastated, my lil heart is broken :( Everyone PLEASE OH PLEASE say a little prayer for me that I can make it happen before october. If not, I guess I'll just have to swallow it- grin and bare it. Thanks for hearing me out.