YIKES! The day is almost here!!

I've been on a liquid protein diet since April 12th.  At first it was hard, but now it's pretty easy.  So far I've lost 41 lbs since starting the diet and have not cheated once.  Something I'm really proud of!

As you may know, I'm scheduled for surgery on Tuesday the 12th of May.  As the date grows near, the reality of surgery is beginning to consume my thoughts.  I am nervous and afraid of the unknowns of the procedure, and of it's outcome.   

My head is swirling with numerous thoughts.  One is "Go ahead and cancel the surgery... you've been heavy all your life, why change now?".  Another is "You've been able to lose 41 lbs on this liquid diet, just stay on it until you lose the rest".  After thinking about it all weekend long, I guess it comes down to plain old common sense...  sure I've lost weight on the liquid diet, but over the years I've lost weight and always put it back on, plus some... so why would this time be any different?  And YES, I've been heavy all of my life, but why not change that now? 

So, I'll forge forward with the surgery and will begin a new journey.  One that will fill the remaining chapters of my life with love, health, happiness and success.

Thanks to everyone on OH for the laughs, kindness and most of all, your support.  I don't think I would have made it this far without all of you!

I'll post as soon as I can.  Hopefully the hospital has Wi-Fi!

Hugs,
Brent...

Brent,

I'm glad you came to your senses because I was about to give you a stern talking to. I still can if you need me to. hehe.

I wish you the best of luck with your surgery and a quick recovery.

Kevin

you have done great! Good luck tomorrow,  I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts for an uneventful surgery!

Jeff

Your thoughts are normal.  I had them too when I lost the 60 pounds prior to surgery.  It's a necessity for the surgeon.  However with the way you're thinking, your brain is now "wired" to be successful with following the rules and doing really well as a post-op.  I'm wishing a very uneventful surgery for you and a speedy recovery!

Tommorrow begins your new life!   I to remember being so scared only to wake up and laugh about it!!  You will be fine!!  Many  positive changed coming your way!!  Enjoy the ride!!

As of tomorrow you will officially be past the worst part of this entire process...!  I'll be thinking good thoughts for you tomorrow.

How exciting!! I went though the same thing...was ready to call it off....was bargaining with myself ....was nervous and scared....etc... What I can say is that it was actually pretty easy...fairly pain free...and I find myself wishing I had done it a lot sooner.

You are gonna do great!! As soon as you feel able it really does help to walk...just don't over do it. Also remember you will have lifting limits afterwards so keep that in mind prior.

I am excited that we will share the same surgery month.
Keep us posted!!

Wow 41 lbs in a month! 

And the best part is it will continue, even when you get back to food in the not too distant future.  And, you are right the weight does come back after the liquid diets (at least Optifast) but now I feel I have a tool that reminds me to be conscious of my eating . . . like the mini-dumping after a a cookie or feeling full after a small amount of food.

I'll be thinking good thoughts for you tomorrow.  Hope all goes well!

Meg

Brent,
I am sure your surgery went well today. Sorry I did not respond earlier. Man, you rocked on that pre-op diet. You will really enjoy  the benefit of that loss as you continue your journey. Looking forward to hearing from you post-op.
Tom