Any Port in a Storm (Narrative)
As requested, what follows is the story of the one night when everything changed for me. It tells the story of New Years Eve 2007, the night with the two guys from the Navy that I've referenced repeatedly. Although it may seem like just another sex story, those events represent a major turning point in my life. I no longer believed that I was a completely different man from the one I knew just one year earlier; after that night I knew it. I actually never realized this until I put that night into words.
Creative writing has always been a strong point of mine, so I placed the details into a narrative framework. It is a rather long telling, so I put it on another website with a link below. Admittedly, at times it may read like a "Dear Penthouse" letter, but the events are retold as close to my recollection as possible. It's significance lies in that it is more than just the simple story of a one night stand, but there were quite a few unexpected turns that make it especially memorable. The sex was exceptional, yes, but the events preceeding and following the act are what make this a completely unique situation.
I do have one warning, however. I do not go into explicit detail about exactly what happened while we were having sex. I figure most of y'all can figure that out for yourself. However, there are other details that the more easily offended may have trouble with. If this is the case, please do not click on the link. Otherwise, if you have some time, I hope you enjoy it. Laugh, cry, roll your eyes, but here it is.
Any Port in a Storm
For those who don't have a pop-up blocker, you may or may not get pop-ups when you click on the link. I apologize for this, but I did use a free server and, as we all know, you get what you pay for.
Cheers,
Chris
[Edited to actually add the freakin URL in the link]
I got all of my tricking out in my twenties when I was a disciple of Ana
, lol. We should trade notes sometime. Tricking can be fun 
There was this one time when at the 2000 Millennium March on Washington , at the DC Eagle, I hooked up with Mr Letherman 1999 (I think that was his title). He was passing on his title to the 2000 winner... but I didn't go to that event. After the tie-up (literally, I was tied up all night long!) he invited me to become his boy in San Diego or somewhere... but I was not ready for all that then.
These days I would like to settle down and play house, I think.
I'm in the same place you are. We're about the same age, right? I had my fun. Had I not been moving out of the country, I probably would have had a very short stint in the whoring world before settling down with someone. That's just how I am. I prefer the security of coming home to the same man day after day instead of spending every night looking for who would be joining me the next morning.
I considered that time last year as "honing my skills." I had a few misfires, a couple of regrets, but mostly a lot of fun. I learned a lot about dating in the gay world and I think it made me better prepared for a more settled down, monogamous life. I've learned not to settle. I've realized that I deserve someone who provides me with the utmost happiness. And if they don't, another thing those days taught me was that there are always more and better men waiting behind that one. So why waste my time on anyone who doesn't make me completely happy?
In the past, as a heavier guy, you learn to put up with a lot of **** in a boyfriend because, frankly, why get rid of the bird in the hand (even if the bird was a complete douchebag.) You end the relationship, then who knows how long before someone else comes along. I've become a stronger man, one more than willing to walk away from you if the relationship is not healthy. And whether it's an hour or a year before I'm with someone else, that's okay, because I've learned to be an independently happy person.
But at least I'll always have the memories.
Thanks again,
Cheers,
Chris
7-09
