just got approval and now I get the big deal it is!!!
I have read the boards for ages, laughing at the jokes, sympathetic with the problems, crying with the downs, but I never understood the "I just got approved" posts, till today when my Dr's office called and said I had received insurance approval and that my date was the 31st of October. Now my surgeon appt was only last Thursday so to say I am shocked is an understatement.
Anywho I digress, I figured out that I was jealous, each time I saw a post saying I got my date, I got my approval, I was thinking in the back of my mind, hmmmmm, I don't know when I will get mine, will it ever happen for me... yadda yadda, and you know, even though it wasn't an intentional thing, I still feel like a ****head for being jealous.But now I get it, It's a big deal and very scary to boot, but wow, it's sooooo very exciting too isn't it? You guys rock and I thank you for the entertaining reading, the sweet posts and the way you make everyone feel welcome, important and cared for and I am glad I have somewhere to come and rant and also to say I got approved, I got my surgery date..but now I can also say .Guess what your gonna be next your turn is coming!!!!!
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CONGRATS!!! Don't feel bad about the jealousy. I think we have all had those feelings. I was a good girl and said congrats to everyone while the knife got twisted deeper each time someone else got approved and I was still waiting to get everything passed off and then approved. approval is a milestone that needs to be celebrated so shout it at the top of your lungs! Good luck with everything on Halloween. We will all be here for you when you get back!
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