Stopped to Say Hello

Hello everyone, It's been a long time since I've posted or even glanced at the boards, so thought I'd stop in to say Hello. End of January/early February, I went on a cruise to the Bahamas and met Tommy. What an absolutely wonderful moment that was. Not only meeting him, but spending four glorious days with him. Now I can chat with him online without my wife thinking anything about it because she enjoyed meeting him too. Right before we left I got a great promotion and have been so busy that I don't know which end is up. That's why I haven't been around at all. I decided this morning that I needed to stop and say Hello to my friends. I've been on a mental high since our vacation, but I'm getting back down to reality and thinking about my future. I need to get focused on my weight. I'm afraid to weigh because I'm afraid I've gained some lately even though I maintained my weight while on vacation. Even still, everyone is telling me how skinny I am and how good I look. That feels so good, doesn't it. Even at support group, I was singled out at doing so well and looking so good. Now if I could only deal with who I am and what I want in the rest of my life, I may do fine. I keep thinking about plastics....do I need them or just being vain. I think of how great Russ looks and want to look that way too. Hope everyone is doing well. I think of you guys often even though I don't have a chance to stop in. JM

I was wondering how you've been. Take care of you and keep in touch. ~April

Thanks April. I'll try to pop in once in awhile. Take care. JM