TT on 4-5-07

Okay, I don't see a lot about ps on our board, so I haven't posted here about it, but my TT is scheduled for day after tomorrow and today I'm somewhere in the midst of excited, overwhelmed and panicky! First, it feels like I have waited for this forever, so of course my little acoa self thinks something will happen and I won't get to have it done. Ah the baggage we can carry from kidhood :>) Realistically, I know that on Thursday morning I will be splayed open only to be snipped and tapered and sewn together in a much less flabby fashion! And that no matter how much work is still on my desk, that I am NOT going to say "Nah, I really need to get that report done, can they reschedule me for next year?" The work will still be here when I return, my replacement is pretty on the ball, chances are that nothing will interfere with my having this done (have to leave open the possibility of an alien abduction or a really really good episode of Buffy that I just CAN'T miss you know ;>)) and that all will be well. So I will breathe, give myself some Reiki and accept all good wishes, intentions and prayers that are offered my way. I will have my toenails polished (yeah, I'm a little girly :>)), get a massage and eat light tomorrow. I will ask my wife to be particularly sweet with me and I will accept my sons affectionate noogies. I will put my favorite puzzle books next to the bed, I will not send a nasty email to my hr person, who for the 3rd time, has sent me the wrong f-ing paperwork for my short term disability, and I will be grateful I HAVE short term disability. Hell, I will be grateful for health insurance and a job, as I live in Michigan. Okay, I think I can go headlong back into the pile of paper on my desk, remembering that I can only get done what I can get done. The rest will have to wait while I get a flatter tummy Thanks for letting me vent... Namaste, Donna