Thanks!!!
I just wanted to say, "Thank you" to everyone that had such kind supportive words for me about my situation. I truly appreciate each and every one of you.
I have good moments and bad moments but I know that's to be expected. Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna be alright then there are moments when I feel like I cant do this!
Stephanie called me this morning crying and wanting me to come back to nc and work on us. I cant. I wanted to say yes so bad but I cant.
Just a few days ago, I got hired as a substitute teacher in nc and was very excited about it. Stephanie wasn't as excited and she kept asking me if I was sure I wanted that job. So today when she called I asked her if she was getting insecure about me doing something with my life and she starting telling me how she hates the attention I get now, how she hates feeling like I was gonna leave her once I got on my feet. She said the quick change was hard for her.. Does that sound selfish or what??!!!!
I have heard of relationships chaning after surgery but I never thought it would happen to us. She was so supportive about my decision to have wls.
The biggest lesson learned in all this is... HAVE YOUR OWN STUFF!
when I left, all i had was my clothes and personal items. Everything i had, was in her name including my car that i pay the monthly note for and cell phone.
Anyway, i just wanted to say thank you! please continue to pray for me. I'm trying to stay strong and positive for myself and kristina (my daughter).
Love you all,
Kay
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