So Glad

To see all the new faces around. But I miss the old faces (wait, that didn't sound right). Where have all the ladies gone? Not that I don't love the boys, because you know I do. I'm just wondering where all the beautiful ladies took off to? Rachelle

Hey Rachelle I'm here. I've been doing more lurking than posting. Steph and I have an issue right now so I'm laying low for a minute. I hope your doing good. Kay

It's nice to see you Kay. Hope everything is ok. Email me if you need to talk. [email protected] Rachelle

I'm here....I'm just in kind of a wierd head space right now. I guess you guys might understand....I got the nod from my ins co, I start my 6 month program on 3/13/07, it has kind of thrown me into this wierd introspective space. I know that just having surgery is not going to be a magic bullet for the issues I have that made me get this overweight to being with....so I have been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting and mental house cleaning the last few days....its just wierd for me. I think I am finding that there were a lot of things in my past that I did not deal with at all, I just internalized them....had a twinky and moved on, so to speak....so now I am trying to kind of deal with all those things so that when I finish this program and get a date and have my surgery I am in the best possible place that I can be to allow for my own success. I've been kind of closed off for the last week or so....but I am here. =) Shell

Hey Shell, sweetie. Good to see you. I know how you feel. I've been going through alot of that myself lately. The closer I get to surgery, the more I think about all of those things. It's not easy to go back and deal with things. I'm doing some of that now and it's messing with my head a bit. I'm looking at things from my childhood/teen/young adult life and finally realizing how they have affected me. It's not easy. If you want to talk more about this, Shell, just email me. [email protected] Rachelle

I'm here... I lure most of the time.. work has been hectic lately so not checking as closely as I use to.. but I keep track of you all.. take care... girls still rock