WHAT DID YOU EAT TODAY? 10-20-05

Hi all... Had a PRETTY ok day, but fell off in the evening AGAIN. GOTTA figure that out! B: Protein Shake - 2 eggs nuked L: I had NOTHING at my desk cuz it was packed up. My friend's husband owns a pizza joint in Snellville, and she had a couple of leftover pcs. 2 small pcs of Pepperoni Pizza - red grapes. S: Power Crunch Bar / Late Snack (worked late) Protein Pudding D: Here's where we fall apart - Pizza AGAIN. 3 pcs (over a 3 hr period) of thin crust beef/cheese pizza. 2 breadsticks. Got in all water and All vitamins. Better day tomorrow. WHAT DID YOU EAT TODAY??

I think the evening thing is the "boredom" train pulling in again.... b - cup of tea and the top of a blueberry muffin (whole wheat) l - went to piccadilly but didn't really eat because I'm seriously fighting a head cold and nothing tasted good....I ordered baked chicken, broccoli rice casserole and whole potatoes.... s - nothing...I seriously wasn't in the mood to eat d - protein shake late snack - about a cup of Jambalaya.....took me an hour to eat it...but my stomach was threatening to kick my butt if I didn't eat something...LOL I did take a vitamin - but really had to force myself to choke it down... I don't know which is worse - eating or not eating...

well i think my day was better B: nutrigrain bar s:nutrigrain bar, half a burrito L:collards, green beans small amount of deli meat piece of cheese D:Grilled chicken sand and chips S:special k cereal bar Did not drink but a small amount of water took my vitamin. much Samantha

This is kinda late for yesterdays meals but I think I need some direction... No breakfast. L: 4 bites of salad S: string cheese stick D: 3 bited of baked beans S: 2 slices of American cheese/3 Townhouse crackers Vitamins and so so on my water. sigh, I wish I could eat better, all this cheese is starting to ("whispering" )constipate me! Is everyone 5 months out having such difficulties with food? Or do I need to change my name to Abby... abbynormal...

I need more peole to get involved in this. I don't know about all of you but this is a daily struggle for me. If I don't have all of your support I will surly fail. This isn't something I can do on my own. I have Tami qnd that just isn't going to be enough. I already know, going in, that I am weak. I have failed at every attempt. That is why I have had this surgery. I also know that this is only a tool. I need the support of the people on this board to keep me in line. I don't know about the rest of you but I don't want to die. This surgery was done to save my life. Thats what I believe no matter what anyone may say. I was 403 lbs the day I had my surgery and was at 420 + at my worst. I know if I don't have support and help will go back to that weight+. That means I will die from my weight issues. I will do my best to keep showing my results to this thread so all can see. Good bad or indifferent, I want to hear the response.. Tami, I love you and I thank you for your support. Together we WILL survive and win this battle. Day by day we will fight the fight and win the battles needed to win the war. You are my hero and I thank you for your support.

Wow Marty... What kind words! This IS a constant struggle... and we DO NEED one another. You know what I wish you would do?? I am concerned that not enough folks are going to see THIS response that you just posted, and I strongly agree with your plea...and wish MORE WOULD post... When I post the one for today, would you please make this plea on the new post? (You don't need to repeat all that stuff about me! lol...but I thank you sincerely for your very kind words.) I know folks tend to look at the new post each evening, and it would be great if yours led off the new one and we could convince more people to post. I TOO gain insight from others... Becky, Barb, MAUREEN, Denise, Dee Dee, Tonya, and everyone else that posts, whether it be sporatically or daily. I'm about to put today's up...and hope to see your comments there as well.. WARRIORS AGAINST SELF SABOTAGE!!!!!!!!!! Tami

Done. see you tomorrow