OT - I'm sorry I need to vent

I am seeming to be full of a lot of resentment and anger lately - and I know there are SO MANY things I should be saying I'm so overly blessed with, but today I'm not feeling it! This has been a REALLY bad week for me....starting with some personal financial problems I'm going through (I know that's not any of you guy's fault) and emotionally I'm a freaking basket case from that... While dealing with all of this I get a paniced phone call from my sister saying that the police has called her and someone has broken into my house.....THANK GOD for nosy neighbors they saw everything and the police even were able to catch one of them who willingly gave up one name early on - then by the time they pulled off he'd given the other guys name. I'm so tired of feeling like if it weren't for bad luck I wouldn't have any luck. I should be happy with all I've done personally - and I truly am happy and greatful that I've made so many wonderful changes in my life...but I just feel like lately I'm beating my head against the wall. Okay - so now that I sound like I'm totally mental and I know all of you have issues of your own to deal with.....and I'm sure some of you are thinking "shes bi-polar"...and I probably am....but I just needed to vent and ask that you all to please say a prayer for me that things will work itself out. Even if it's just for a bit of sanity. Thank you for letting me vent.....there's no need to respond...I just needed to get it out of the system... Dee Dee

Dee Dee, I think you are perfectly normal. I've seen plenty of people post about similar feeling...I know that I have felt the same way along this journey....angry and depressed. I think a lot of it is hormonal. I'm totally niot used to the hormones. I went for years with no periods and now that they are regular and I start PMSing....I feel like a lunatic sometimes. Just know that you are not alone and it will get better. I know you are going through a lot lately and having these feelings just makes it feel worse like the world is collapsing around you. We love you and are here for you. I'm lifting you up in prayer and if you need a ear...I'm here. Hugs, Tonya

Oh Dee Dee, I am sorry you are going through this. It WILL get better, just trust in the lord and his work. I am a firm believer, I to had a situation and was depressed for 2 month last Oct- Dec, and I sooo know what you are going through. Things didn't really look up for me til this past may (not saying it will take that long for you) but just know, if you put it ALL in the lords hands, he will guide you. Love ya girl, Melissa

{{{{{{{{{DeeDee}}}}}}}}} Awwwww.... I wish there was something I could do to help you out. It always seems when things are not going the way we want them to, that everything else go in the same direction. I will surely keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and if you just need to chat, give me a hollar. Hugs, Susan

Hi! Dee Dee! From time to time we all need to now & then. Life is like a roller coaster you have your ups & downs, the trick is how to deal with them & learn to let it roll off your shoulders & down your back & never look back. At the age of 52, I now look at & deal with life's difficulties differently, I use to stress, worry & feel like my life will never get better, the one day a little voice came into my head & stated "you're claiming the problems you have" start changing the way you think & truly believe that this too will pass & no matter what, it will. We always get through the hard times & sincerely appreciate the good times when we have them. The clue is to take it one day at a time, don't worry about the things you cannot control - they will fall in place, don't worry about tomorrow for its yet to be; :just deal with today & when you have a bad day try to think about the good things in that day & disregard the bad & let it go! I sit back & think about where I have been in my life & where I am now & boy has my life changed for the better. I still have good days & bad days the only thing is I laugh & know that "this too shall pass & tomorrows a new day!

Thank you all SO VERY much for your support.....if you all knew how much I depend on your guys for your wisdom and strength. The love I have for the people of this board makes me feel like there really are GREAT people in this world.....and I'm lucky to say I'm friends with some of the BEST!!!! THANK YOU!!!! Dee Dee

(((((((((((Dee Dee))))))))))))))) You've got mail!!! Since this site has been having trouble relaying messages, I wanted to let you know. I love you, Girlfriend! Becky

I got your mail....you have return mail!!! (((((((THANK YOU)))))))))))) Dee Dee

OH GIRL!! I am SOOO sorry!! How sucky is THAT!! And after you had had such a great weekend! Let me know if there is anything I can do.... Tami