surgery august 31st -its almost here!!!
i cant believe it when i type that!! i remember posting for the first time and wondering if it would happen for me. its next wednesday....!!! wow. my whole life is about to change. last weekend we moved into our new home and its just been a whirlwind kind of month. i am ready though. very ready. i have been shopping with friends and its soooo frustrating not being able to buy anything - i am a shop-a-holic. my fiance and son have soooo many clothes now since i cant really buy for me yet. did anyone else go through this? is it crazy to buy stuff now? i mean - i look at (i am in an 18 now) size 12s and 14s and think - no way- never.... but it IS going to happen. is it crazy to buy pants this size now? should i wait? how quick will i drop sizes? i am taking 3 weeks off from work and i wonder if i will be in a new size when i return? soooo many questions.... i think i am ok with everything else - but i am most worried because i am a total emotional eater. does it get better over time or will it remain a constant struggle? i feel like when the weight starts dropping - it will motivate me more on NOT emotionally eating. i really have no clue but i know that my life is about to change.... totally change and i am soooo excited!
jb
ready to wear a thong - at some point.....!!
289/164/150ish? yes, my surgery is at north fulton. its quite a hike for me since i live in henry county - but i figured i would get better care on the north side of town. maybe that sounds silly - but it makes me feel better. i know my surgery is at 730am wednesday and i will be spending wednesday and thursday nights. there is a scrapbook expo that friday and saturday and i really wanna try and make it saturday... i know - i may be pushing myself - but hey - i had a c-section and the day i got home i was up doing laundry and the next day i hit walmart.....
jb
tough as nails.... (at least sometimes....)
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