Here I go Again!

It's 12:30 AM and I can not sleep. Monday I had one of the worst experiences of my life. When it was all said and done, I hade up blood. This scared the living crap out of me. I saw Dr. Steinberg today, and after discussing all my issues and symptoms, he thinks I have an ulcer in my pouch. I am waiting for the upper GI and also have to have my intestines screened within the next few days- then back to him on the 25th followed by an endoscope and possible SURGERY... Honest to God guys, After the first one in August, My ICU stint, and emergency surgery on December, I don't think I can do another one.... I know there are several of you out there that have endured worse....Many has been 10 times worse then what I have experienced, I am trying to calm myself down but DAMN IT!!! I AM NOT HAPPY!!!... SIGH Denise

My prayers are with you!! Ms.Thang

Sorry to hear of your problems, but you will make it through with God on your side. I will keep you in my prayers. D'Lynn

Hey sweetie, Im so sorry for everything you are going thru, I will be praying for you and believing that this will all work out for you. God Bless and keep believing and remember HE is in controlle.

(((((((((((((((((((Denise)))))))))))))))))))) I REALLY hope they can help you without another surgery. May the Lord be your shelter and strength during this time of trouble. I would be too, but that will only make you more stressed! What can you think of that will make you laugh? We've got to get you laughing, Girlfriend!!!! Okay, here's a joke: The minister was in the pulpit to begin his sermon. He starts out with in a loud commanding voice "Without our Lord and Savior we are nothing.....but dust". At this point it was the quietest moment in the church; and a little girl looks up at her mommy with what seems like the loudest voice and says "Mommy, what is Butt Dust?" I think I may have gotten this one from DeeDee. I'm notorious for stealing good material. Love you truly!!! Becky