so disgusted

thanks everyone for ur support! it really means alot to me............i have seen three different therapists since my surgery and allof them say "i seem to be looking for attention" so i have quit all three of them....hell, i can't stand the attention, that is my damn problem!!!! i had a really good crying session for like an hour with my best friend (he is the best) and i feel a little better.........but also, it is just about that time of the month, so that wasn't helping.......he showed me pics of he and i from b4 and it made me appreciate what i have lost so far.......and to think, i was gonna go on a liquid protien diet to try and get more off b4 my appt...jay made me realize that i have come along way and i am healthy and if overcash doesn't like where i am at, he can shove it......jay is gonna go to my appt with me to back me up.........but once again thanks for letting me get this off my chest! luv ya'll!

I am running a little late on the board but I just wanted to say I agree with the others and I also want to say that you are a very special lady. I have seen that in your responses to others. I think we must all go through times that this gets to us. I know I read a lot before the surgery about it and even told my family about it BUT like you said no one can really understand where we are but another wls family member. Just remember to get on this board when things look down or when things are good. We care about it all. I think you friend is right. don't worry too much about the doctor. I think maybe he just wants to try to keep us motivated at times but we always knew there would be times the weight loss would slow down. I have been on a plateau since Christmas. Not a pound lost. Makes me wonder but I know deep down that it is supposed to go this way. Good luck and have a great day. Carol