HELP!! SUPPORT NEEDED

ok here I go again....I am out of cigarette's and money so figure ok I will do this quitting thing again...have to do it anyway for the surgeon...but OMG I want a cigarette......... ...omg this xanax had better work good or I am going to go ....I have running around to do so maybe that will help some.......omg I dont know what to do with my hands so I figure I would type... ...this long post and beg, beg, beg for support and any suggestions on how to make it easier...I am not taking anything to help me quit...I am going to do this cold turkey....COLD TURKEY>>>>I have truly lost my mind.......oh well sorry for rambling....don't know what to do with myself...guess I will go get my running around done then come home and take a nap at least sleeping I won't think about them...I hope...have a great day all ((((((HUGSSSS)))))) to everyone April OH "Where the seeds of friendship blossom!!"

Hi April, you are doing great. I never was a smoker, but let's face it, we were all addicted to food before....lol. Keep up the good work and try not to think about it. Keep very busy. As time goes by it will get easier. Good Luck and keep us posted on your progress. Lot's of (((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))! Christine -40

April,, I just went over your profile,, it sounds like you are getting this wls ball rolling,, it just may take a little more time due to your insurance,, but dont give up,,,, as far as the smoking,, just think of how much money its costs you and put that money towards the remaining $500 you owe for the testing,,, that may help,,, I dont smoke but do live with one and have seen how hard it is to quit,,, but you can over come this,, think of your new life being thinner and smoke free,, I wish you well with your wls journey,,,,,christy

hey girlfriend, you can do it.it's going to be hard but just trust yourself and keep very busy.thank god i didn't pick up that habit, the worst one i have is food................ which is probably everyone in heres habit.just think about how much better you'll feel cleann lungs and so much better health. you got my number if you need me just call. it's my birhtday and iv'e spent half the day asking people to go out to the mall or somewhere with me and everyones busy. so maybe we can get together and go somewhere sometime. hope to talk to you soon brenda

April, I am sending lots of anti-smoking, positive vibes to get thru these first few days of H-E-double hockey sticks Smoking doesn't come near the pleasure or exhiliration you will feel once you are approved and on the losing side.

You tell her Amy she will love herself so much she might not go back to smoking...its bad for your kidneys and its makes you look old..Now April I think you can type me an email or you can read a book. Any new babies coming in the family...you can knit. That is what my daughter does to keep her from smoking. I've never smoked in my life so I am not aware of what its like...I just know I lost both my parents to a cigarettes.