A day of "lasts"
Today is my last day at work prior to surgery next Wednesday. I was thinking last night that today will be the last day I drive round and round the parking lot at work looking for the closest spot to the entrance, it's the last day I have to duck into a conference room or the bathroom to catch my breath and/or rest my back walking from the parking lot or from one side of the building to the other, it's the last day that I have to sit in a different chair than the others because the other type of chair hurts my bad back, it's the last day I go to the cafe and eat today's special, but the best part is that today will be the last day that my "work family" sees me suffering because I am not able to live a normal life. They have been so supportive and want this for me almost as much as I want it for myself!
Amy