4 years post op.... need support!!
GOOD DAY ALL.
I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE BEFORE.
I USED TO BE ON THIS SITE ALL OF THE TIME PRE- AND DIRECTLY POST SX. BUT YEARS HAVE PASSED BY AND I HAVE MOVED ALOT WITHOUT THE NET. I HAD SX IN AR. NOW LIVING IN FL. I AM 29 AND HAVE A LIL 1YR AMAZING BOY NOW. BOY HAS MY LIFE CHANGED AND GOT AWAY FROM ME IN SOME AREAS.
I CAN NOT ADMIT I HAVE MAJOR EATING PROBLEMS.
WHEN I HAD SX I WAS 320 A LOWEST RECORDED WAS 140 LEVELING OUT AT 160. NOW I AM 165 POST BABY BOY.
I STILL THINK I HAVE ALOT TO LOSE DECPIET WHAT ANYONE SAYS.
I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING BULIMIA DISORDER SINCE ABOUT 7 MONTHS POST OP.
NOW THAT I ATTEND OA REGULARLY ****IL THIS WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK I WILL MAKE MEETINGS DUE TO THEY ARE CHANGING THE DAY IF THE WEEK TO A I WORK) THAT IS NEITHER HER NOR THERE SORRY I AM GETTING OFF THE SUBJECT. ATTENDING OA REG, AND TRYING REALLY HARD I NOW CAN ADMIT I HAVE SOME MAJOR ISSUES COMPULSIVE OVEREATING/BULIMIA DISORDER. I HAVE ONLY MADE IT 5 DAYS WITHOUT BINGING IN THE PAST COUPLE YEARS. I KNOW MY BODY IS KILLING ITSELF.
WITH SEVERAL MEDICAL PROBLEMS NOW. AND DENTAL TO BOOT. I KNOW I WILL NOT BE HERE FOR MY KID UNLESS I GET THIS UNDER CONTROL.
I GUESS I REALLY JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT THERE. INCASE THERE MIGHT BE SOMEONE THAT CAN RELATE AND GIVE ME ANY ADVICE, I LIVE IN PCB FL . SO I HAVE LOOKED ALOT AND THERE IS NOT ALOT OF HELP AROUND HERE AT YOUR FINGERTIPS.
I HAVE NO MEDICAL COVERAGE AT ALL.
IN THIS AREA THERE IS A GBSUPPORT GROUP BUT THEY ONLY MEET ONCE A MONTH. WHICH IS USUALLY ON A DAY I WORK ( I WORK AT A ANIMAL HOSP WORKING 12 HR DAYS) BUT TONIGHT THEY MEET I WILL GO. I TRADED OUT A DAY TO GO. BUT WAS TOLD THIS WAS GOING TO BE A RARE TRADE. SO NOW I CAN NOT GO TO OA THIS MEETING IS ONLY ONCE A MONTH AND I WILL RARELY BE GOING TO IT. I DO NOT HAVE THE INTERNET AT MY FINGERTIPS I AM AT THE LIBRARY TODAY. I AM PRETTY MUCH UNSURE WHERE MY PATH IS GOING TO LEAD ME. I KNOW I NEED HELP I CAN FOLLOW OA AT HOME WITH MY OWN BOOKS. BUT I NEED CONSTANT HELP.
ANY SUGGESTIONS?
SORRY I AM ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH THIS.
SCARED, READY FOR HELP
JENNI
FEEL FREE TO TRY TO EMAIL
JENNIGLASS80ATYAHOODOTCOM
I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE BEFORE.
I USED TO BE ON THIS SITE ALL OF THE TIME PRE- AND DIRECTLY POST SX. BUT YEARS HAVE PASSED BY AND I HAVE MOVED ALOT WITHOUT THE NET. I HAD SX IN AR. NOW LIVING IN FL. I AM 29 AND HAVE A LIL 1YR AMAZING BOY NOW. BOY HAS MY LIFE CHANGED AND GOT AWAY FROM ME IN SOME AREAS.
I CAN NOT ADMIT I HAVE MAJOR EATING PROBLEMS.
WHEN I HAD SX I WAS 320 A LOWEST RECORDED WAS 140 LEVELING OUT AT 160. NOW I AM 165 POST BABY BOY.
I STILL THINK I HAVE ALOT TO LOSE DECPIET WHAT ANYONE SAYS.
I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING BULIMIA DISORDER SINCE ABOUT 7 MONTHS POST OP.
NOW THAT I ATTEND OA REGULARLY ****IL THIS WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK I WILL MAKE MEETINGS DUE TO THEY ARE CHANGING THE DAY IF THE WEEK TO A I WORK) THAT IS NEITHER HER NOR THERE SORRY I AM GETTING OFF THE SUBJECT. ATTENDING OA REG, AND TRYING REALLY HARD I NOW CAN ADMIT I HAVE SOME MAJOR ISSUES COMPULSIVE OVEREATING/BULIMIA DISORDER. I HAVE ONLY MADE IT 5 DAYS WITHOUT BINGING IN THE PAST COUPLE YEARS. I KNOW MY BODY IS KILLING ITSELF.
WITH SEVERAL MEDICAL PROBLEMS NOW. AND DENTAL TO BOOT. I KNOW I WILL NOT BE HERE FOR MY KID UNLESS I GET THIS UNDER CONTROL.
I GUESS I REALLY JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT THERE. INCASE THERE MIGHT BE SOMEONE THAT CAN RELATE AND GIVE ME ANY ADVICE, I LIVE IN PCB FL . SO I HAVE LOOKED ALOT AND THERE IS NOT ALOT OF HELP AROUND HERE AT YOUR FINGERTIPS.
I HAVE NO MEDICAL COVERAGE AT ALL.
IN THIS AREA THERE IS A GBSUPPORT GROUP BUT THEY ONLY MEET ONCE A MONTH. WHICH IS USUALLY ON A DAY I WORK ( I WORK AT A ANIMAL HOSP WORKING 12 HR DAYS) BUT TONIGHT THEY MEET I WILL GO. I TRADED OUT A DAY TO GO. BUT WAS TOLD THIS WAS GOING TO BE A RARE TRADE. SO NOW I CAN NOT GO TO OA THIS MEETING IS ONLY ONCE A MONTH AND I WILL RARELY BE GOING TO IT. I DO NOT HAVE THE INTERNET AT MY FINGERTIPS I AM AT THE LIBRARY TODAY. I AM PRETTY MUCH UNSURE WHERE MY PATH IS GOING TO LEAD ME. I KNOW I NEED HELP I CAN FOLLOW OA AT HOME WITH MY OWN BOOKS. BUT I NEED CONSTANT HELP.
ANY SUGGESTIONS?
SORRY I AM ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH THIS.
SCARED, READY FOR HELP
JENNI
FEEL FREE TO TRY TO EMAIL
JENNIGLASS80ATYAHOODOTCOM
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