Afraid of Falling - Again
Ouch! I did the same thing a couple of years ago. I was doing a long run in town on level side walk and was nearing the end, wasn't thinking I guess and next thing I'm falling. I go to hurry the next step and catch myself and my mind was telling my foot to move faster but for some reason it didn't listen. By the time I realized I was going to hit the ground it was to late. I didn't even get my hands up. Knee, shoulder and worst of all glasses took the worst of it. I ended up having to replace my glasses. Taught me to pay attention when I am near the end of a long run. My suggestion is to start with short runs to build your confidence back up and be aware when your getting tired. For the longest time I would tell my self, "lift your knees"!
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Its hard to get back going. I think if you are comfortable running on the treadmill that is as good a place as any to build things back up; then graduate to outside from there.