In need of a friend

Hi, I had surgery April 2008.  I did great.  Went from 275 to about 175, then became addicted to exercise.  Went thru a divorce and on my own.  On the way I also became bulimic.  I sought counceling and medical treatment.  But nothing, like I was making it up.  I did alot of research, and seemed to be doing better.  I have since moved in with someone that I truely love, but have started drinking and the bulimia on days is hard to control.  I love him, but financially, not sure I can stay with him.  I have 3 boys I have full custody of and hate moving them again.  I am scared that I am going down the wrong path.  With moving came a new job and no friends.  He farms and is gone alot right now.  His ex-wife was bulimic and there is no way I can talk to him about his or my finances.
I have gained about 25 lbs since being with him and my new job is very stressful. 

If there is someone out there who is strong and would like to be my friend that would be great.

Thanks,
Kristina

hope all gets better for you

Wow! It sounds like you are going through a lot. Are you in counseling now? Drop me a note if you need someone to talk to.