need a penpal

had ryn 10 years ago july 25I need losts support lost 175 lbs gained back 75 of in past 2 years scares me need penpal to get back on track, dont went to put it back on , moved from my home state ohio 5 yrs ago .to arkansas, nothing hear lots friends but need support from people that been threw this , knows what iam going threw, very depressed because went to help my self get on track ty any one that can help me pwdreamer