Look'n for Bear Buds! WOOF!
Howdy. I am looking for a few bear buds (i'm sure there are a few around these woods) who have gone from spuds to stud with gastric bypass surgery. I am anxious to hear about your experiences, and what I have to look forward too and guard against as I attempt to redefine my body image, idenity and .. get my fur on!
I will begin my introduction with the words. I AM JUST EXHAUSTED. I am exhausted from trying to run one step ahead of any pound I gain. I am exhausted from the pains in my hips, and from dragging my lead ass around. I am exhausted from the heart ache of watching other have the life and lifestyle I have never been able to have. I am exhausted from having my soul fall through the cracks in my heart when ever I have to stand near a good looking guy or try on yet another pair of black petrochemical based pants in the Dillard’s Big Man shop. But mostly I’m exhausted from not being comfortable in my own skin. SO… gentle people, tell me WHERE DO I BEGIN? Let me know how to get this ball rolling.. PLEASE!