My night last night.....Does anyone relate?
I layed down at 10:00pm, tossed and turned until like 12am. Woke up at 2:30am, I was freezing with the chills no fever. Fell back asleep about 3:30, woke up at 6:30 sweating and hot, slight racing heart (maybe aniexty). Woke up again for the day at 9:30am, stiff as a board, back pain, exhausted, depressed, aniexty ridden, scared! I just feel like I cant take this anymore! I cant live my life!! I just had surgery and I cant even be excited about that, because Im always worried I have a more serious illness!!!
on 8/28/09 2:30 am
Good luck!
Chris
When my fibromyalgia is in a full blown attack, this is exactly how I feel. Even now, I have to take a hot bath every night to settle my muscles and put me into a better sleep state. Some nights it takes 3 baths! I'm afraid that there is no magic bullet for this disease. You just have to ride out the worst of times and try to figure what causes your flairs. There are some medications that will help out, but now that we have had the RNY surgery, we can no longer take the NSAIDS that work best. Currently I take Ultram when I have a flair, or percocet. Try to find something that makes you feel better, such as a warm bath. It should get somewhat better with time although you will never really be free of it. Sounds like you are having a flair up and if you can just work through it and get some medications from your doctor to help, it should ease up after a while.
Good luck. I know how hard it is but you can handle it.
Bonnie
I remember sitting up at night and i was so thirsty and could only sip a sip. I remember thinking what have I done I can't even drink when I am thirsty.
Well now I am able to drink 3 swallows at a time.Pretty good sized. IT DOES GET BETTER.... I know right now you think those of us that tell you that just don't understand but we do and we all felt that way in the beginning.What are you taking to sleep?
With out sleep you will feel worse as you know.
Keep us posted how you are doing!
gentle hugs your way
Pam
Take care,
Terri