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You guys asked soooooooo here goes! Im single, not seeing the guy that I had been seeing from MO anymore, although he wants me to fly out there for July 4th but who knows. I feel great, wonderful ... better than I have in a long long time. I ended up going out of town this weekend with some girlfriends for a party called SAS Sexy @any size ... I was hesitant at first but figure what the hell ... Im 32 single and need to enjoy some of my life! Soo they were having a pajama party ... (that is where the pic on my avatar is from) anyways I went and had the TIME OF MY LIFE! and met a new guy ... and its a bit different this time around seeings he is here ... and not on the computer haha. I have never had so many guys ask me to dance .. EVER! I am fat and will probably be fat forever BUT I have lost 70lbs or close to it since March 19th baby! YAY! Anyways I have been out and about running around like a chicken with my head cut off and just enjoying myself. I already have skin where I dont think skin should be hanging HAHA really bad in my inner thigh area! YUCK ... but I will deal with it. So that is where I have been ... I really need to start exercising as I have not done so thus far except maybe 2 or 3 times. So here I am ... deflated boobies and hanging thighs ... anyone want me?! HAHAHA Im soooo kidding! My mom is going thru her second round of chemo so I been hanging out with her a lot, even though it makes me nervous as hell! She is not doing so great on this second round, the medicine makes her hurt beyond belief and shes not able to take any sort of pain pills because they are afraid of internal bleeding or something. She has no hair at all ... she was saying thru her first round that maybe she wouldnt lose it ... RIGHT! she is like Mrs.Clean hehe. Anyways I must cut this short because I am being nagged to eat my din din. June 21st ... Toga party at SAS! I will post more pics then. ALSO! the pics from this party will be on their website shortly and I will post those as well. I hope you are all well! Thank you for the comments Nancy, Rhondie and Ann!!! You girls rock! I miss you all and will try to stick around for a bit. OOOOH one more thing ... my pic on here is all pixelated or however you spell it ... can anyone fix that for me? or tell me how? xoxoxoxoxo

Hi sweetie.. well YOU look fabulous.. and I thank you for sharing sharing is caring.. and caring is loving.. try this site.. just plug in your picture.. change the size to 100.. and FAST.. EASY.. http://www.shrinkpictures.com/create-avatar/ I'll keep your mom in my prayers.. hope her spirit is well. Glad you are having soo much fun.. and hey.. .."So here I am ... deflated boobies and hanging thighs ... anyone want me?! HAHAHA Im soooo kidding! " I was this close ~ - ~ to being on that no kidding...

you Rhonda!!! Im basically taking it all with a grain of salt (the extra skin) I know in time it will be removed and if not I will deal with it at that point, and you should have jumped on it!!!

Thanks for that site Rhonda!

Hey Beauty Queen.... Sorry it took me awhile to write....I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THRILLED for you....you have done so awesome....and you so deserve this.....you have waited so long!!!! I am excited for you about the going out too and woooo hoooo on the guy....how is that going??? Are you going to send us some pics? Thanks for the update on your mommy too....I will continue to pray for her...... Keep posting BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! kissers, annie