I feel powerless to this process

I am feeling pretty low. I was offered 2 jobs last week and because of my chrones/colites situation i couldnt start on my first day of work. I ate something wrong and for four long days i suffered diareah and gas from hell I need to ket a job for insurance that covers wls surgery. I cant get insurance if i am on the pot at work all day. At least i tried. I have decided to go for so c secl disablity and feel like a bum. There isnt a boss out there that can have a cashier run every 5 minutes with her butt cl clenched as tight as can be running to the potty praying ayou dont fart. There she bloooowwwsssss what a mess. anyway with some saddness i am going to have to try to get on soc sec disablity and i think i have a fair chance at getting it since i have lived with this since 2003 and i have lost every job because of the ol hershey squirts. so sad...Anyway I spent 3 hours giving every doctor apt name surgery ect ect and the girl looks at me and says now dont you give up!!! These *******s will deny you but you fight and win and get you some quality of life back!!! And i say yes to that!!! I dont have a family that supports this surgery for my wls. they dont much support the chrones either but i am done ****tin in my pants waiting for my 15 year old manager tell me when i can go to the pottu!!!! It is on. I beieve after surgery and weight loss alot of these things will improve. I Pray i get some quality of life soon. Christina

Dont give up!! It sounds like you have the right attitude which helps alot!! Hang in there

There are many companies going to homebased employee's. This might be an option for you.. This might be a start.. I once looked into this possibility.. http://jobsearch.about.com/od/workfromhome/Work_at_Home_Jobs.htm Debby

I found the one that I considered this is a local company, but they do hire work at home, I have a friend who does this part time for extra money. Good luck (www)west.com/careers/