This SUX

yeah i am so so so not doing to hot and poor Steve is having to deal with a sick mandy i ended up having to go to the hospital the other day because it feels like something is ripping up my stomach and the did a lot of tests and couldn't find anything now they want me to go have a camera shoved down my throat to see if i have a ulcer cause it is all that makes sense to them so yeah not really looking forward to it and Steve ahas been an amazing support thru all this and is so sweet so yeah i just feel bad cause its making it to where i cant go out and do much with him so we beeen hanging out and watching movies i gotta figure out how to put up pics in the next couple of days and theni will k love you guys love Mandy P.S. please keep me in your prayers that they can find out what is going on it is very very painful i would appreciate it thanks guys

you have my prayers hun... and the camera shoved down the throat is not really too big a deal.. actually I *loved* the twilight drugs they give ya.. and didn't mind it at all .. ummm.. wonder if I have another ulcer.... and don't you worry about Steve.. I'm sure he's handling himself just fine.. and his concern is on you. Altho I know exactly how you feel.. cuz I would be feeling the same way.. always worried about the other person.. not yourself. Well you have my permission to take care of *you*. Give Steve a BIG OLE WET KISS from me and then some love ya both