Prayers/Nerves/News
Ok.
I need the prayers (or good thoughts)... cause I have some news:
It is very very VERY early to talk about this... but I figure the more that know... the more prayers -- and it isn't as if I won't ever mention it if something should go wrong... soooo....
I took 3 positive home pregnancy tests.
According to calcuator-charts I am about 6 weeks.
Anyone who knows the story of Daniel and Steven knows why I am excited -- yet terrified.
(Plus, I am older than dirt.)
I need prayers and good thoughts that everything will go well.. and that I will have an uneventful, healthy pregnancy and a joyous birth experience resulting in a big healthy baby.
Well, I guess between the two of us, you would have the better chance of a miracle in this matter. You're at least gettin' some; I think. Uh, I hope you are. Yeah, yeah, you're gettin' some. Me, nuttin', nada; I haven't even driven close enough to a sperm bank with a turkey baster in the last 10 or 11 months to catch a wind blown spermy. I think I miss it, but it's been so long I don't remember. All I know is the last one was the only one in my whole life who I had thought about gettin' preggers with and well, he turned into Satan . Sadly, sometimes I still miss him, but it's the "friend" I miss. I've emailed a few times and said I wished we'd talk as friends, but he ignores me. Guess I hurt him pretty badly with that "Pansy Ass Momma's Boy" comment. Oh well...my eggs are rotted and way way past their expiration date.
Have fun "practicing"!