MY SO CALLED LIFE.......

WELL I MADE A PROMISE TO MYSELF THIS WAS GOIGN TO BE A BETTER YEAR BUT SOMETIMES THINGS DONT ALWAYS WORK OUT THE WAY YA PLAN U AM WORKING ON PATIENCE AND GETTING BETTER AT IT. ITS AMAZING I HAVE A FEW THINGS GETTING ME THRU ALL THE REST AND THIS YEAR IS A LITTLE BETTER THAN LAST. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FIND A MAN LIKE THE ONE I HAVE. ONE THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AND MAKES ME SMILE EVERYTIME I HEAR HIS VOICE. I FIND MYSELF COUNTING DOWN EACH DAY TIL HE GETS HERE(BY THE WAY ITS NOW 19 DAYS...LOL) ITS THE BRIGHTEST LIGHT IN MY FUTURE. i AM ON SO MUCH BETTER TERMS WITH MY FAMILY THAN IN THE RECENT PAST LIVE SOMEWHERE ELSE PART TIME DEFINATLY HELPS. I AM SMILING MORE NOW THAN IN THE PAST. LIFE IS LOOKING A LITTLE BRIGHTER AND I GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL THI PAST WEEK SAYING I WILL BE NOTIFIED 20 DAYS BEFORE MY DISABILITY HEARING SO THAT IN ITS SELF IS AMAZING NEWS. SO MAYBE THIS IS THE YEAR I WILL HAVE MY SURGERY IF SO THINGS ARE DEFINATELY ARE LOOKING UP. ANYWAYS JUST WANTED TO GIVE A LIL UPDATE ON MY LIFE AND WHATS BEEN HAPPENING I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE DOING WELL AND I AM SO HAPPY FOR ALL THE HAPPINESS ON THE BOARD HERE A LOTS WONDERFUL STUFF UR ALL IN MY PRAYERS LOVE YOU GUYS MANDY P.S. THANKS SO MUCH GUYS YOU GUYS GET ME THRU SO MUCH STUFF I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITH OUT YOU

WOW! Only 19 more day's. I bet you are so HAPPY . I also gald to hear that you will be hearing some news about your disability. I hope that it will be the news that you want to hear. You have waited a long time! Take care Hug's Jeannie

Mandy - I am so happy to hear that things are going better for you. I know that I do not know you well but you are a sweetheart of a young lady and deserve happiness. I think that you have found that happiness and that things are going to start falling into place for you. Nancy

Amanda, Keep your chin up honey ... I have been trying to get this surgery for so long and its finally happening!!! Patience is the key (I have non myself haha) and be presistant!! I had to wait until I got on disability and now that my Medicare has kicked in life just couldnt be any sweeter (well okay it can be but its darn good right now!) Im glad you have found yourself a good man ... he seems like a real sweetheart even though I have never chatted with him but have read his posts ... you lucky gal you! Keep smiling and keep the faith honey.

(((HUGS))) 19 days.. that is like a lifetime... But I hope it flys by fast for you and your special sweetie, but the time you are together goes by slow. Best wishes and luck on your surgery. Julie

Most Awesome Mandy.. sounds like you've made a personal choice to be happy.. and work thru some tuff issues.. and things are coming into place for YOU. Cant' wait for you and Steve to meet.. hope that it's all that you both are wanting it to be.. and if at the very least.. you will be very good friends