This Day......
Is really, REALLY gonna test my willpower. Today is bring food in day, and the cookies, cakes, donuts, brownies, bagels, candy is already pouring in. I just saw a lady going down the hall w/ a slice of apple pie @ 7:30 in the morn.
I should have called off today. Ugghh....I love my new life, body ect., but I wish, just one day, one day I could have my old stomach back...LOL....I would crush that food...
But alas, I will be sitting here miserable all day, fighting off the demons that want to walk down there and dig in. My problem is if I know it's there I want to go down to the room, if I never would know I would never venture over there...guess what I know its there.
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Jeff
but did she have icecream on the apple pie
Thank GOD in my office *upstairs* where there is just 5 of us.. we decided that all of us are trying to lose weight.. so no food day.. no temptation
altho I did have a couple mini krackles that I picked up from the 1st floor and ate.. but actually they tasted like **** too sweet
I totally know what you mean.. I had a couple mini candy bars in desk yesterday.. and I gobbled 'em up.. why let them sit there for me to finish 'em off today.. eat that crap up so they're gone and move on..
it's hard to battle off an addiction when the temptation is so close.. I'll keep ya in thoughts/prayers if that helps ya
Yup, I know what you mean. I wish I could eat like I did before just for a day.
We're having food day today too. I brought in a veggie tray....but you better believe I'm eyeing the cookies and donuts. I'm just thankful I dump if I do anything more than just look at the sweet stuff.
I think I'll go grab some pretzels and dip 'em in the jar of peanut butter I have stashed in my desk. Mmmmmm.....actually that sounds pretty good!
We had a Chili Cook Off today so good for the protein but there were other crap stuff there too....but now the gas sets in...dangit...
I stopped and bought candy tonight in case people stopped to grace me with their costumes and no one so far.....woooo hoooo...since i am in bed...but need to pack...
Hope you did good today...the demon SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.....we are all here with you though....all for support and remember how far you have come....and that we do not want to go back...ever....