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jay-stfu about the steelers. =D) Tony-congrats on the bouncing baby boy! Rhonda-Ebay and craigslist are wonderful things. Me? I feel like **** this "purple pill" that they gave me claiming it will take the pain out of my stomach or what the f ever it isn't working at all.i can't go any further till my blood and fecal work come back which is 7-10 business days which was 5 business days ago. Once that comes back i can go in for my xrays and ctscans. I have a scope on tuesday and a lower yuckgicolonoscopy the week after that. I'm in pain, I think mike may have to pull an emergency room visit on my ass, I thought I could hang but dudes, I'm in pain. That's all. Good day.

Did u tell Eidizzle about all this stuff? I am sure he would like to know, and may have some suggestions...he is a pretty smart guy! I hope you feel better...

naw dude....I switched my doc to a sewickley doc and moved over to that center for digestive health and nutrition place over by your house. By the airforce base in moon. All I know is my insides hurt. Thanks Jeffy for splashing me with feel better vibes.

LIZZIE.. I'm skeered hold me.. comfort me.. I keep saying the serenity prayer over.. and over.. someone told me not to sell myself short.. and I thought to self.. rhonda if you turn this over to your higher power.. then you will be selling *him* short.. have faith, but I'm still skeered.. and I guess that okay.. this too shall pass! okay feel better.. just had to type that outta my head.. I love you.. go to the ER.. I want you with me tomorrow, I'll need YOU

Rhonda, you aren't selling yourself short for God's sake. Look how far you've come. And turning things over to your higher power is not selling *him* short, it's selling yourself short. He can only lead you to where you need to go, not do it for you. I have full faith in you and I know you can hang. Here....God grant us the serenity to accept the things we can not change, courage to change the things you can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Wanna say it again? Don't be scared. You will be a great leader tonight, and if I lived in KY I'd be there too. Today's wednesday right? Yea....It's exciting to lead, be yourself, don't put up a front, and stay calm cool and collective. I just called Mike and told him to remind me to say the serenity outloud at 6 with you, and all will be well. As for the ER...Only if I am hunched over in horrifying pain like I was on the weekend. If I can still walk, and eat my activia, chicken and rice, and drink my water I'm cool. I just happen to **** it out 5-6 times a day instead of once a day. I love you and good luck tonight! I'll be thinking of you! ps-is Daniel going with you?

No.. he wanted to and I didn't know if I would be more nervous.. but then he had an appt with his outpt counselor.. but even called today to cancel it as he had to drive to Corbin today.. and not sure what time he'll be back. My sponsor will be there tho thank YOU I will say it again.. many times before 6 tonight.. and then with YOUlove you.. and you are right.. I have to be myself.. sometimes I think have to be *better*.. and ought not do that.. no one likes a snooty person.

I cant wait to see your post in the morning of how wonderful you did!!!

I think going to the emergency room is a good idea.....they tend to be more thourough, and they have all the testing equipment readily available and at hand, unlike a doctors office. I hope they find what is wrong....and get you all fixed up. I don't know exactly what your symptoms are, but there is a website where you can do your own research on all of your symptoms.... www.webmd.com Go to symptoms checker, select female, then select abdomon, select either lower or upper abdomon, and select all symptoms that apply, and it will gice you a list of possible diagnosis. It may arm you with information that your doctor hasn't thought of yet. Big Hugs, Sweets, Jen

hi sweets, I did that, and my dr said...."Oh, I see you've been on the internet doing some research" Mike said..."Excuse me", she said nothing after that. However, I didn't use webmd.....I'ma go look now. Thanks sweets-

Yea, doctors usually don't like me..... Cause I don't put them on a pedastal.....They are wrong waaaaaaaaaaaaay tooo much! Especially after my daughter almost died!