Time is cruel....

i have come to realize that we wait for surgery, for love, to grow up, to be free, to be happy, to find ourselves, to understand ourselves and it just seems so DAMN CRUEL at the time and boy do i know this one well right now cause i am in the process of waiting for so much and even tho i know in the end the prize for that waiting will be amazing (especially in the love department ) i still cant help but wanna scream about it sorry for the rant just needed to get it off my chest and some of the people around me dont understand so i wait happily but grumpy too cause i want what i want but i guess we are all like that right? maybe i am just crazy Happy for the first time but crazy...lol

you are right.. we want what we want.. and usually we want it now Don't sweat the petty stuff.. just pet the sweaty stuff.. patience is a virture.. GOD.. grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can.. and the wisdom to know the difference hang in there

GOD.. grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can.. and the wisdom to know the difference.............NOW. HURRY UP ALREADY! I'M WAITING!! (that's how it usually goes when i say it.)

Good morning Amanda.... You are right....unfortunately, some things just don't happen as we want them to OR when we want them to.... HOWEVER, in the meantime, while you are waiting.....don't let time just pass you by. Usually when you take your mind of something, that is when it comes strolling along your way.....There are plenty of hobbies or interests to take up.... maybe scrapbooking, doing volunteer work for the homeless, take a class to learn something new, go for nature walks, take up photography, etc.... Once I started focusing on me....and filling my time with things I love.....and making me happy.....everything else fell into place. Family, Love, work, found me. Good luck... Hugs, Jen

I realized I was just old. I was about to tell you how young you were and had blah blah blah...screw it. This is the only thing I'll say and I mean it with all sincerity based on the life of an older gal who wished some of her life away. Don't. Live it. You have someone you care about and he cares about you, so enjoy that. If you're waiting on approval for surgery, then do what you have to with the hoop jumping. If you're waiting on a way for the love to be in the same city, each of you work towards that end result. Make things happen; you can control some of it. The rest of it? Only the higher being, God, karma, whatever will make that happen. But, free will is the one thing that we have been granted. Make it happen for you!

Gosh you are so awesome....so well said as always....I know WHEN you and I meet we will hit it off....you are one awesome gal with a lot of great wisdom....missed you when you were away my friend... loves, mrs. nate

Naw, no wisdom here; just experience. And yes, we will hit it off in person! Thank you for missing me. Things are much better with the "sort of flesh eating bacteria". The medication ointment, some sort of silicone bandage, and the strong iv and then oral antibiotics showed, yesterday, that I'm already growing new skin to cover up the old, dead, and cut out skin. Talk about a difference in a week! I told the wound specialist they were heroes, since I had basically battled it since May or June. Loves Mrs. Nate back, Liz

thanks all for thr replys he is pretty great huh? i know everything will be worht it plus lately i have been living my life more hell today we went to a fun thing in the park and i will get ot see an old friend i haven't seen in god forever like i said i a truly happy for the first time in SO LONG and you guys you are a BIG part of that happiness love you guys mandy