DAY 3 PC PEEPS..
who survived so far... who stayed up until midnite so they can EAT SOMETHING..
Dan and I survived work with liquids.. and for supper we had low sodium beef and veggie soup.. Campbells.. but threw away most potatoes in it.. and it tasted like **** and I didn't eat the last couple bites of mine.. and when we came home from AA we split an Isopure. Not too bad
for breakfast I had egg beaters with a slice of turkey bacon chewed well.. not sure if I should of ate the turkey bacon.. but I did and my pouch feels comfortable. Now I'm waiting a half hour to start my coffee
lunch will be a tilapia
what'cha having..?? and has anyone seen the scales moved.. ??
at the doctor last week it said 170... Monday it said 169.3.. and my scale this morning said 166. Poppa weighed this morning at 227.. the first time under 230 in quite a while for him.. and I was mean and *****ie to him this morning and for THAT ..
I'm sorry
It's ok honey. I get *****y at times to. especially lately, what with giving up alcohol, cigarettes, getting a new job trying to learn new trucks with stick which I havent driven in years, learning the cincinnati area, dealing with traffic, learning the business info and policies at work, worried that I'm doing a good enuff job. and trying to make AA every night and now this starving myself, One could see how I may be a bit touchy.
However all, I have 60 wonderful days of sobriety today, I've had so many good changes in my life in those 2 months. I have made 58 AA meetings out 59 days. i only missed 1 because of work, although I tried my hardest to get to one, Even when I was in Fort Wayne IN, But nothing was going on at the time I was passing thru. Tried to get here for one that night also, but was just nothing til midnight and I wouldnt have gotten to bed to 2 or 3 in the AM and had to get up for 6am. So I just thru in an AA cd and fell asleep to that. However, many days I made meetings 2 a day and have approx, 70 to 80 meetings in the 59 days. I've gotten off disability, Learned about myself, and have a new prespective about myself. Life is good. Hugs Hon. Have a good day.